Thursday, July 28, 2011

Seeing Stars



These last few months have been heady times for me. When I first started channeling Odessa we had a lot of ups and downs. It totally freaked me out when I found out she had actually been a real person and she'd chosen me to tell her story. It's not been easy. Sometimes she can be an absolute bitch to deal with. Especially since when we started this journey I had absolute now idea how to rein her in and keep her under control. I'm still learning how to contain and deal with this amazing gift. With Odessa each day is a new adventure. I've had encounters with spirits before, but it's always been someone I've known and loved in this lifetime. 

Odessa is a spirit of an entirely different breed. I've learned that she is my spirit guide and she is here to help me not only tell her story, but clean up her karma from previous lifetimes by helping me learn to use my gift of communicating with spirits.

Along the way on this remarkable journey I've had the pleasure of working with two incredible life coaches, Lori Sassen and Krista Kaine. I met both of these incredible ladies through classes at Zierra Myst, a new age store here in Mt. Juliet. If you live anywhere near the Nashville area I encourage you to check out Zierra Myst and some of the great classes they offer.

I've done two group classes with Lori and a personal session and when she's back in town I plan on attending her next group session on August 5th. She's really helped me see what has been holding back my success as a writer. I'm learning to conquer my fears of success by tapping into my true motivations for wanting to make it as a writer. Lori just radiates positive energy and has really gotten me to realize how important it is to cast away all negativity from my life and embrace the positive. 

I've done two group sessions with Krista and plan on attending another one Sunday night at Zierra Myst. I'm also hoping to be able to afford a private session on her next visit from Florida. She's really helped me zone in on things from my personal life I've been clinging to and need to let go. I had a major break through at her Past Life Regression session last night. I can now accept that me and a certain individual just aren't meant to be friends again in this lifetime. If you know me and that person that is HUGE.

At the first group session I attended with Krista she zoned right into my past domestic abuse situation and my feelings for that friend that I lost as a result of leaving my psycho ex. She gave me a copy of her book from Victim to Valor and I encourage anyone who's ever felt victimized to read her book. Letting go of this person wasn't easy, but after last night I feel like a huge burden has been lifted from my shoulders. 

Now I am free and ready to move forward with my life!


Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Odessa

I'm not the writer of my current WIP. This is Odessa's true story the way she wants it told. The hardest part about channeling a spirit to tell her story is that when she doesn't want to talk no words get put on the page.

Of course since this is a true story involving real people, one of which is unfortunately still living, and we are accusing someone of murder, we kinda have to change a couple of identities.You know the whole libel thing and the fact that the living person is a total nutcase living in his own little la-la land. But, he's a very rich weirdo thanks to his father.

We decided on the name "Roger" for the first man in her life because in and out of the ring he's like tennis' legendary Roger Federer -cool, composed, classy and always in control.

Her beloved was given the name of "Adam" because she's his Eve feeding him bites of the forbidden fruit.

So back to our story...

Odessa threw a little hissy fit on me yesterday over the first sex scene with Roger. Now that I've spoken with her beloved, she worries about what he thinks of her life before he came into the picture.

She and Roger get to the hotel room and she just falls silent.

I lit an abundance candle last night in hopes of amassing a lot of words before the full moon on Friday.

This morning Odessa and I had a little chat where she admitted her issue. I tried to explain to her that she has sizzling hot sex scenes with Billy in Desire. She quickly pointed out to me that those scenes were fiction and they were written from Billy's point of view.

I told her that Adam, our pet name for her beloved, knew she wasn't a virgin when they first hooked up. He was also well aware of her affair with Roger.

So she was like, okay, if you want a sex scene here we go... damn was it hot!